heavy heart

being alone this summer

would have allowed me 

much time for 'womanly' things.

facials, tweezing, picking and popping.

all I seem to do is eat, walk, work, sleep, repeat.

There are many many episodes of A Baby Story in there as well.

I have a quilt started upstairs

it miss me;

 I promised it to be done by the beginning of school.

I keep my promises.

the love of my life has been gone for nearly three weeks now.

I am doing things by myself and managing just fine.

But I do miss him.

This Thursday night, my Mom will be flying in.

Aunt Pat's funeral is Friday morning.

It of course will be nice to see my mom again, 

but I definitely do not like the circumstances.