rough...

I've had kindof a rough day, but nothing that can't be handled with some love, rest, and a midterm out of the way. School is fine, but with with other stresses that have been added... well... let's just say that I'm not the best multi-tasker.

I totally flaked on something that I had to do today. Something important. REALLY important actually. Lesson learned. Becky... stop worrying about things out of your control and concentrate on what YOU DO have control over!

I've also been in a funk lately because my life is upside down, no friends here, and nothing but cold days to look forward to. Actually... I take that back. Jesse and I are taking a road trip to Tampa in March. Ahh... home AND friends :o) It couldn't be better timing, really. I'm SO so so so ready for this quarter to be done with. For chemistry to over with forever. And for life to be just a tad easier some of the time. Not all of the time, because I know that is impossible... but some of the time.

While I have a list of wants going on:
:: lose weight and be healthier!
:: get into OSU's nursing program
:: world peace
:: to end hunger
:: okay... so those two were just to be funny like Miss America :o)
:: to have bloggy readers
:: occasional phone calls from friends
:: a plate of my mom's brownies with peanut butter frosting
:: to have hard work pay off. at least sometimes... if not ALL the time
:: not having that urge to cry at everything that goes wrong
:: and finally... for everything to be "just right"

A tiny list. Not too much to ask for.

I'm going to rest my lil' eyes that got not one wink of sleep last night. BUT... prior to that... I'm going to work my way one more time through this bloody chemistry practice midterm.